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Hello my name is paywanxinjoreen and i'm relatively a good girl. i am a glutton and i eat the weirdest things you can ever imagine. i think ice skating is awesome and i like to eat nice food! (duh) (Peeks at boyfriend with a cheeky look) i have weird logics and i absolutely adore my family and friends. i don't think many people know about me because i keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i shop and limegreen is my favourite color. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. Your critism is not welcomed.

31 MAY 2010; YEAH!
31 May 2010, 10:57 PM




Today is GCE Mother Tongue 'O' Levels!!!
I was nervous (: *but, i didn't appear to look like a nervous freak*
Anyways, wrote Question 2 and 4! Same as P.H!
I think I wrote out of point/ not? idk, i hope I'll score well.
I think my composition sucks ;P
Kept coughing during Paper (I). I feel like an idiot.
W.J sat beside me together with P.H!!! woohoo~

Went to have my breakfast, assembled back in class @ 11.05am.
Idk why, I felt nauseous and i had a headache -.-'
I kept asking H.S what if I suddenly dash out of the classroom
as I want to v. ,can I retake? She was like O.O no?!
I was like OMG! So I stayed strong throughout the whole examinations (:
hehehe, so proud of myself. Had headaches during the process when the
paper started...
OH WELL, I DID IT :D
I'll now wait patiently for my results! I did my best and I'll have no regret!
I guess (:

the last straw
30 May 2010, 11:55 AM




其实留在家里发呆看戏也是不错~
比出去好过一些吧~
今天是会考的前一天了~
有点紧张,今晚因该很难睡觉了~
我该准备了!!! Xunbin, I'll win! :P
哈哈,要请吃饭哦~ (要啦~~)
- 最近很忙呀,没空里我~ -
我要努力了!我一定要上大学!!!
害怕。我觉得我现在很开心。(contradicting, but ya)
讲电话了~~

oooh, what had i done...
28 May 2010, 4:20 PM


• When someone lies to you, it teaches you that things are not always what they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know what is in their hearts. Remove your own masks to let people know who you really are.

• When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have. You never know when you might lose it. Never take your friends or family for granted, because today and sometimes only this very moment is the only guarantee you may have.

• When someone inflicts injury upon you, it teaches you that the human state is a very fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best as you can, it’s the one thing that you are sure to have forever.

• When someone mocks you, it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, do not judge them by how they look or act, instead base it on the contents of what is in their hearts.

• When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that the person will love you back. But don’t turn your back on love, because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings you will make up for all of your past hurts. Times a thousand fold.

• When someone holds a grudge against you, it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is often the most difficult and painful of life’s experiences, but it is also the most courageous thing a person can do.

• When a loved one is unfaithful to you, it teaches you that resisting temptation is man’s greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptations. By doing so, you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.

• When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.

• When someone ridicules you, it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control.

• When someone loves us, it teaches us love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness, acceptance, and all of these can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.

• When you enter someone’s life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die, will your life have resulted in more loving or more hurting? More comfort or more pain? More joy or more sadness? Each one of us has the power over the balance of the love in the world. Use it wisely!




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i really love on of my blog song!
27 May 2010, 9:43 PM


I REALLY LOVE ONE OF MY BLOG SONG! *kisses




&& another extra (:


My 267th post;
17 May 2010, 9:20 PM




How to get into a Guy's mind :

1. He Says: “We should hang out sometime.”

He Means: “I’m afraid you’ll say ‘no’ if I ask you out.”
Of course, actions speak louder than words. Find out if he’s hitting on you by decoding his body language.

2. He Says: “I’ll call you later.”

He Means: “I may or may not call you at some point between now and three months from now.”

3. He Says: “My ex is crazy.”

He Means: “I messed her up, and she got upset.”
When you talk about your ex, here’s how to bend the truth so you don’t bruise his ego.

4. He Says: “That guy seems like a good friend of yours.”

He Means: “Was there ever a thing between you?”

5. He Says: “It’s a long story.”

He Means: “It’s a story that makes me look bad.”

6. He Says: “That’s a new look.”

He Means: “You look weird.”

7. He Says: “Why are you being so emotional?”

He Means: “Why are you acting like a psycho?”

8. He Says: “That’s not what I meant.”

He Means: “That’s totally what I meant, but now that I see you’re mad, I wish I hadn’t said it out loud.”

9. He Says: “It’s fine.”

He Means: “It’s not actually fine, but I’m in no mood to discuss it.”

10. He Says: “Can we talk about this later?”

He Means: “I never want to talk about this again.


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Anyways! I'm back to post! Where the hellxzs is Mao!
Didn't text me for the whole day man! Worried.
Oh well. Got back ALL my results (not including Art).
It sucks (: I'm gonna work hard! Will blog so less...
Who cares, no one's reading it :P I am still sick.
Had this fever on Friday. Met Mao, it was alright after that.
My fever came back on Saturday till now. I can't stop
coughing and feeling tired. My friends get sick duing the
examinations and I get sick after (: "Played" too hard.
Alright, I'm going to sleep! Was doing my Choir thingys, so pack.

14 more days to 'O' levels CHINESE!
A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 chiong ahh~

life gets harder
03 May 2010, 2:26 AM





10 Things Men Wish Women Knew About Them:

1. Even Men Like Compliments Every Once in a While
Real guys, or so the story goes, don’t need praise. Especially not about girlish things, like if those jeans show off our assets. But the truth is, men enjoy a little well-intentioned objectification. A squeeze of the biceps and a lingering stare when we reach for the top shelf—these remind us of what attracted you to us and appeal to our Darwinian sense of selectivity (i.e., what keeps you choosing us over the other monkeys). It also makes it OK, even desirable, to send a little objectification your way, too. And just to be clear, the praise doesn’t need to be physical. In fact, it’s important that women commend those things masculinity tends to belittle, like if we’re good cooks or get passionate about foreign films. Tell us, too, when we’ve been a good father, a caring son or a helpful husband. Watch how much faster the toilet gets cleaned.

2. We Are Brutally Honest Because We Care
We know that, at times, tact can be the only four-letter word that doesn’t describe us, but women need to rethink their reactions to male candor. Men lie and obfuscate with people they have no interest in. The art of BS—and indulging others with their BS—is how we get through the day. But with you, lucky you, we want to forget all that. We want to tell you why your mother bothers us and how you can solve the problem with your high-maintenance friend. In a relationship, honesty is a young man’s mistake because the longer a man feels punished for it, the more he begins to censor himself. And that’s when you really need to worry.

3. You Should Appreciate Our Reliability
Similar to honesty, a good man demonstrates his commitment to you by showing up. So it’s more than a little irritating to hear about your fascination with the jerk who has mastered the art of illusion: He’s there, but not really. It’s a vicious cycle—the more men feel those guys get the benefits of your time and attention, the more incentive we have to become those guys. And that’s bad for both of you since more of those guys turn your illusion into our delusion.

4. Love Means Never Having to Be Attached at the Hip
We acknowledge the importance of couple time. We’d even go so far as to say that, in the best relationships, love that is asserted each day deepens and extends. Lost in this, however, is the belief that time spent enriching oneself also enriches partnerships. In other words, going on a hiking weekend with the boys does not diminish the bond we share. Like women need the affirmation of their girl friends, guys need the companionship of other men. This kind of solo time will refresh us and we’ll come back with more for you.

5. We Respect You as Females—and Love What Makes You Women
It is sad to say that equality in our times means adopting the worst of both sexes: Men get more sexualized and women can be cruder. And while no fair-minded guy wants women to return to the 1950s sitcom (although coming home to a roast chicken and a stiff drink ain’t bad as a fantasy), neither do we want the elimination of the feminine as a virtue. Don’t be ashamed to hold on to those things that make you different from us, like how you care about smelling nice or reminding us of empathy. That isn’t regressive; it’s just beautiful. To see the exception, read #6.

6. Be the Boss in the Bedroom
Two words: Unleash yourself. Express your fantasies. Use your hands along with your…imagination. Show us who’s boss and give us good directions—you already know we don’t do well asking for them. Your explanations will heighten our intuition and your pleasure.

7. Our First Commitment Is to Ourselves
One of the biggest complaints by women (for the second, read #8) is that men don’t commit. Right or wrong, men are raised to believe that a successful life hinges on self-fulfillment. Relationships, at first glance, seem to impinge on that. They make men nervous that the pursuit of happiness will become the path of missed opportunity. But men do come around to understand that true self-fulfillment depends on fulfilling another. What can you do in the meantime? Take a page from our script on this one and focus on your self-fulfillment, your own passions. This kind of healthy withdrawal will make pursuing you part of our happiness.

8. For Us, Seeing Is Believing
Want to know why men like sports? Pure, measurable success. At the end of the game, no one can dispute the number of touchdown passes or home runs. An athlete works toward a goal and is rewarded with concrete proof of his effort. What is the irrefutable proof of a successful emotional life? Here, the data is less tangible. Men fear endeavors where success is vague because failure seems a likely result. In case you hadn’t noticed, we hate to fail. One way to take the failure out is to become his ally in those pursuits that bring him emotionally alive; his attempt at wholeness there will illuminate the great rewards of an emotional life elsewhere.

9. We May Lose Small Battles, but Always Remember the Wars We’ve Won
How important is putting the toilet seat down if the yard is mowed each week? Does it matter that an item was forgotten at the store when he checked off the rest? If he let the kid go to his friend’s with a stained shirt but made sure to spend time on his science project, is there a point to mentioning it? Women should remember to give credit where credit is due.

10. Fathers Are Just as Important as Mothers
It can seem, at times, that the world elevates the feminine over the masculine and that the lessons men can impart are outmoded or regarded as Neanderthal. But when a bully is picking on your son, your husband showing him how to throw a punch is not nonsensical. Or if your daughter has an athletic talent, his testosterone-fueled guidance may teach her more than just competitiveness. Honoring what men know based on their experiences is just as valuable to the young as the insights of women. Freely sharing his wisdom prevents imbalance, both in us and those we seek to help.



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sometimes, you really need to lose it before you start appreciating it.
it's like... something just gone from you forever. you didn't even notice
it until you need it. need it... that's humans' nature. am i experiencing it now?
i wish you knew. i wish you can start now... or else, it'll be too late.
i love you daddy. i love you mummy. i love my family.
Happy Birthday to Justin, Mabel and Kelly! :D

FLY KITES
01 May 2010, 11:56 PM


Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the un-returned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.


today was nice. went Sengkang to fly kites :D
then went to East Coast, didn't get ti find carpark. therefore,
didn't eat @ LongBeach. Went further down and went to eat Korean BBQ.
17 seats :D haha, did BBQ. The beef was nice. it was expensive i guess.
reached home around 11pm+. i am tired. i need to score well for emath.
there won't be any midyear next week. 1 week break, straight after that
i'll have my emath and idk. i only care about emath (=
today was nice (again). i love lizard kite! haha, my dad's idea.
it's like everyone's kites are cute, suddenly there's a weird lizard up in the sky.
Oh! I love my family somehow. hope pamelia will upload photos of today.
i think it'll be in facebook.

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Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror



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