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Hello my name is paywanxinjoreen and i'm relatively a good girl. i am a glutton and i eat the weirdest things you can ever imagine. i think ice skating is awesome and i like to eat nice food! (duh) (Peeks at boyfriend with a cheeky look) i have weird logics and i absolutely adore my family and friends. i don't think many people know about me because i keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i shop and limegreen is my favourite color. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. Your critism is not welcomed.

Woohoo.
31 October 2008, 6:01 PM




It's no mistakes,
For what we're erasing.
From our hearts and minds,
And I know we've said let go.
But I keep hanging on,
Inside my heart i know it's over.


.....

Chances are hard to come.
They come without us noticing and
go after we start to even know its presence.
I yearn for one more,
One more chance.
Just one more chance.
To declare myself
& let me give up.

That chance is nearing &you declare out that
it's not needed anymore.
Jesus, that chance just goes off like POOF
into the thin air. Nothing can explain what I'm feeling.
I really feel so so so so urghhh..
I have the urge to tell you how much i love you
& how much you mean to me.
Just that i can't find the right words.
I can't.
Day by day as time pass, you've grown& me too?
Your love? I don't know.
My love? It's still here. Still inside my heart.
Just to say, i have not forgotten you.





....

Hey people. I have a job. Cool man.
Oh well. Not interested :] Keehee.
Anyway, i am going to apply for a course to learn
Korean Language ;] Keehee, who wants to
learn with me? Ha. Anyway, love you people!
Ciaos ~!

長くあなたのあたたかな抱擁のために


Bored!
30 October 2008, 9:51 PM



Oh baby, i love Sebastian :D

*don't mind the sweet in my mouth.


Yellow peoples! :D
It's kind of boring today.
Super bored that I found myself
a new boyfriend :D
Wanna check it out? :D
wee-woo-weet.
Seriously, he's super chio!
You won't regret seeing him man.











.....









..... ready?









.....









..... he's super chio.









.....







Him! Full.

Close shot.

Closer shot.

Closest shot. Chio right? He's pink :D



Oh well, sorry if i'm lame or whatever?
Pardon me okee? I'm super bored :D
Went for CCA today, hoho. Bored.


I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go



Idk what to do.
I've loved you with every beat of my heart.
How about you, I've no complain.
Neither do i have any regrets?
I swear, I've missed you all this while..
Sighs.

Tiring day!
29 October 2008, 7:14 PM


Close your eyes,
take me with you.


Hey people.
Just reached home. It's 7.14pm?
Ha, idk. Anyway was a super tiring
day today. Gees. Ha, okay i'll have
a "quick" summary eh :D

Woke up around 10am plus?
Prepared till 11.50am plus?
Went to meet KaiLin, JiaWen and WanJun :D
It's a freaking hot day & "someone" *pssst
still can wear hoodie! Ha, trained to Bugis.
Had a fun time talking inside the MRT train.
Reached and went Bugis Junction to eat
Pastamania. Such a long time since I eat it.
Went in and sit. It's lunch hour and there's
whole lot of people. Ordered my
Creamy
Chicken
and there's a aunty whom sell
tissue papers oh well, lazy to elaborate.


Don't mind me, I'm being a retard here!


KaiLin and ME :D


JiaWen and WanJun.


Them eating their TAKOYAKI :D


After eating, went back to the MRT station
and board the train to Eunos. Ha, just 5 stops
from Bugis. Went to look for JiaWen's aunt
as she, her aunt and KaiLin are going
for a job interview. Went This Fashion and
look here and there. Took photos mainly
but then, WanJun and I was like looking
at clothes. Keehee :] Soon after that, they
went for their interview and WanJun and I
was like bohliao. Walked and took some
photos, went This Fashion and 7eleven.
Finally they're back!


Hey, it's us! Laughs.


We're bored ! :D


I'm being stupid okee? :D


Trained back to Bugis again.
Walked to Bugis Street and started shopping.
Brought many many things. Keehee!
Finally about 6pm plus? Went home.
Was a fruitful trip. Cool yea.
Parted with each other. Went Lotone
and shop again. Keehee.





........

Have you ever loved somebody so much,
It makes you cry.
Have you ever tried to find the words,
But they don't ever come out right.
Have you ever been in love,
Been in love so bad.
Have you ever found the one,
You've dreamed of all of your life.
Have you found the one you've given your heart to,
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you.

Shopping!
27 October 2008, 9:23 PM




I don't need,
your embrace in my life now.

满天星是我对你满满的想念。
我承认我对爱是有点顽固

Today shopping.
Let me cut it short okee? :D

Home -

Woke up at eleven plus?
hoho, took my phone and click.
Woah, so many messages.
Who cares yeah? XD
Bathed and did whatever i
did in the morning. Out i go !

Ang Mo Kio -

Eat at the Kopitiam. After that
went Ang Mo Kio Hub. Shop.

Orchard -

Shop. Went ichiban boshi to eat :D
Went O.G and shop for sweaters & etc.
Brought a HushPuppies luggage bag
for myself :D I need a bag, keehee!
After that went Robinson. Brought
alot of things keehee. After that went off.

Little India -

Eat at somewhere near Sturdee Road.
It's NICE ! :D
There's alot of ahbunehneh"S" keehee.
I'm not being racist ! It's Deepavali anyway.
Whole bunch of ahbunehneh"S" and ang moh"S" walking..
Especially inside the Jewellery shops. Cause
the cost for gold and decrease! Keehee.
Anyway, there's alot of people -.-'
Went Balestier Road and saw some actors and actresses
ACTING obviously :D keehee.

Home -

Reached home around 6.29pm.
My sisters have tuition. Gees,
orelse i'll shop until NOW?
Maybe it's not enough for me,
oh well. NOW.


Little India

Get out from Robbinson

Choosing sweaters & etc.






........


Everyone..
This two weeks are going to be my shopping week!
YeahME! Call me out? I have CCA yeah?!
Don't put too much high hopes :D

Oh yah ! I want to say about a blogshop.
Bloody idiot, took my money and haven't give
me anything yet since May! Cheebong, you'll get it.

In memories.
26 October 2008, 9:25 PM


In memories.


click the picture to enlarge.

In memories of a sweet, cheerful and young girl.
Why take an innocent life away.
She's just eleven year old. I feel so sad.
I won't say anymore. Read the news.

With many love.

While i type, i think why is God taking people
away from those who love them dearly?
God i trust You that You have a reason for doing so.

Anyway, WanJun I'm kind of touch that
there's still me in your heart :D
Keehee, i rock right? No? Kick your arse :D
Thank you, i like you as a friend :D

JiaWen, thanks for everything you did
for me and whatever some as useless?
Laughs. Thank you. Anata ga suki des.

Now, i know how fragile is life.
So fragile that we (humans) must treasure
everyone. Even those you don't even know.
I wonder, what if i hug everyone on the streets.
Who cares and bloody who knows we might
see or not see them again. Oh why are we like this ? :D

Bored
25 October 2008, 11:06 PM


1. Do you have secrets?
Yeah. I sure do.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Hmm, depends.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yeah, somehow regret later.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Shopping and go out with friends.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend that is a guy?
Hmm, nope.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. *gees.

7. List out your 3 of favourite songs.
爱爱爱 by 方大同
Thunder by Boys like Girls
One step at a time by Jordin Sparks.
Random listing*

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Who cares. Ha, wait? Forget?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
It happened long time ago.

10. What makes you angry?
Bloody cheebong things.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Hmm, 24? Having a degree in something? Ha, think too much.

12. Who is currently the most dearest to you?
Friends.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Wealth.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. Depends on how much i love that guy.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Pink.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah. Now, i'll see if he deserve it or not.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Wow, that's not me :]

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Somehow, time heals all wound eh?

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
Hello ! I like you ! Ha, &walked off.

20. Will you whack a person u love?
Hmm.. Not really unless it's really out of hand.


Went out and just came back. Went shopping
saw WanJun and Amalina. Then went shopping
with them. Just reach home ;D
ciaos!~

Oh yeah baby.
24 October 2008, 2:08 PM




oh yeah baby.

I'm free. Ha, I'm tanned man.
Really tanned this month.
I hope i will stay on like this,
it looks kind of cool than staying white :]
Keehee. Many things happened
within this few days where i didn't post.
Ahhh... Many, yeah many things.

Oh well, lazy to elaborate and use my brain
after all.. Examinations are over and today
is the first day of holidays :D
Should be happy m
an.

Time is up,
i must let go now.

When i look and reflect for the past many months.
I will always remember the love and memories
i have with you. True love doesn't exist yeah?
Everything you said were all fake. That's what
hurt me the most. Now, i don't even give a damn.
Just to say, if you need any help from me pls
ask thankyou. I won't reject unless it's stupid.
We're free baby. We're free. We're happy as can be.
I listened and did not cry, "Thanks" for making me strong.
So strong and I'm ready to unleash
a new side of me :] thanks for all the things
and stupid contributions you made. That's
all i have to say. I don't care :D



................


Yeah. Thank babies. For helping me
and giving me advices. I was a fool
alright :D Should have hear all your
advices. But, I'm those type who
put HIM the in first. Sorry eh? Laughs.
Now, i can spend many many times with
you babies. Oh yah, see my "time table" too yeah?
ha. ILOVEYOU!



2Bee-ians, you rock big time!
Everyone will be squeezed inside
my pathetic brain :D

I'm stressed!
20 October 2008, 2:10 PM



I'm stressed!

Really stressed. Oh man, i need
a break. Really, i just want to enjoy.
Live . Life . Free .
Oh well, I'm thinking in a
simple mind. The World / i mean
Earth is a very complicated
place like humans. It takes us
a really long time to realise what's
happening around us. Really dude.

I'm sorry friends. I think what i did
was all wrong. I've come to my senses.
I will think about you guys when I'm away.
Miss everyone of you that made an impact
in my life especially my loved ones.
You guys never fail to make me laugh.
You guys never fail to give me big hugs
when I'm feeling low. Thanks and *You'll
will always be etched in my mind when
I'm gone. When i say that I'm gone, i really mean it.

Goodbye.

don't dread over it.
She will be happily leaving in God's hand. Amen.

HEY!
19 October 2008, 10:53 PM




something is coming/

going to happen soon.

Romance is the glamours
that turns the dust of everyday
into a glittering haze.

Oh love!
15 October 2008, 7:34 PM


Oh love!


When i close my eyes it's you that i see.

Hey people. I won't be blogging about today
as i am feeling kind of MOODYYYY~!
moody, moody, moody. Gahhhs.
Yeah.. I guess no one wants to know my
marks yeah? Okay!

What is love?
I'm beginning to lose it.

Some says :
-It's a game for two.
-It's just life everyone must go through it.
-It's a game, either both win or both lose.
-Mostly are the guys who break up.
-Mostly are the girls who play with the guys.
-Nothing special, it just give you a great feeling.
-Being together is all about embracing each other.
-I love my boyfriend so, i think it's sweet.
-Having a girlfriend whom i love is worth while
even if she's just toying with my feelings, i
just love her.
-Friends into BGR is rare signs so must treasure it.
-I realise more about the girl and now i love her
more than ever.
-My guy didn't care about me until i broke
up with him and then he realise my importance
and i still do love him so, you know? I patched it up
again.
-Ehhh.. i don't know XD
-It's hot and sweet.
-Don't ask me, i'm stupid.
-It's nice but when you ended it, it's hurtful.
(IT'S ALL BASE ON WHAT PEOPLE THINK)


To me i think :
Love is the way I can talk to you,
And say what's on my mind.
I treasure every relationship
as much as gold. Even gold is not
worth it. The way to love anything
is to realize that it might be lost,
probably, after a period of time then
you'll start treasuring it.
I wondered how I made it through.
You wondered what was wrong with me.
Because how could I give my love to
someone else, yet share my dreams
with me? Sometimes the only thing I'm
looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
Love is never lost. If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the
heart. I've been through alot that's why
i learn to change and bear with whatever
that crosses my path because i know that
love knows not its own depth until the
hour of separation. If you judge people,
you have no time to love them.
That's all i have to say.

Love is life..
when it's all you've got.
Love is painful,
when they're not with you.
Love is precious,
if they mean everything to you.

the only who can
REALLY HURT YOU
are the ones who matter most.


If a man meets with injustice, it is not required that he shall not be roused to meet it; but if he is angry after he has had time to think upon it, that is sinful. The flame is not wring, but the coals are.
George Orwell



Another random.
14 October 2008, 4:14 PM


Another random.

a boy
and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from
beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the
day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad
song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very
alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her
house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart
had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her
note
his handwriting said:"I loved her
so, she never knew.
All this time
I loved her
too."


Presence is more than just being there.
It's better to have loved and lost, than

to never have loved at all.

Choir Committee Outing.
13 October 2008, 9:36 PM


Choir Committee Outing.

Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

Hey babes! whatever dudes?
Ha, it's Choir Committee Outing today!
Wee woo weets~! Cool man!
Okay, woke up in the morning
about 7.20a.m. (: & we're meeting
at 8a.m. Keehee. Yeah, pig!
Quickly prepared & bath-ed etc.

Went to meet up at ChoaChuKang
Interchange. Was like freaking tired
and need to run some more. I thought
i was late -.-' i wasn'tzxzxz..
Gees, i should have just walked.
Anyway, all gathered then went to
sit bus 188. Wthzxzxz.. So long,
it's like 30 plus plus stops. Almost
vomited -.-' Cause i didn't eat in the
morning felt nauseous & was like
facing the opposite direction. Oh well.
I slept 0.o The bus driver very wth
lorxzxzxzz. Idiot, he shouted !#%#^*$!
At other people and keep saying people,
it's like what the ____ is the bus driver
thinking? Cheebong, make me can't have
a nice sleep. Gees. Idiot man. Was feeling
so so so so so so so sickkkkkkkkzxzz..
In the end, laugh until i don't feel anything
already. Keehee. Finally reached
Harbour Front! That's so finally, finally!

Walked to Harbour Front Shopping Mall.
Brandon wanted to ... yea, i wanted to eat.
Waited and guys played by themselves -.-'
Went to eat together at LongJohnSilvers.
Ordered my egg&cheese toast. Nice manzxzxzz..
Dumb Brandon and Jeshrei keep making
me laugh. Bloody idiots! Ha. Especially
Brandon! Gees, he brought he's Biology
Textbook and study. Study the same page
since we board the bus -.-' & we asked.
He say he love studying the pictures.
From what i can SEE there's only ONE
picture! Wth, it's about the boy's part.
Oh well, not interested in it :D
Then eat, eat, eat. Went Vivo City &
went to Daiso because we need to buy thingys
for our Secondary Four goodbye present.
Keehee. Brandon keep giving me those
look as if though I'm mad. Ha, laughed and
wanted to buy a hairband for him.

Soon after that, went Sentosa.
Sat the train and was like laughing most
of the times. With Kelly, Agnes, Melissa and
Eunice. Lol, idk what happened but something
is making us laugh like mad, don't mind us :D
Went in and was like keep laughing also
lunh.. Laughs. The train is weird, it somehow
stopped at the construction site where nothing
is nice except for working men climbing up and
down -.-' Hoho. Finally reached Beach Station,
get down and walked to Siloso Beach. Saw our
school volleyball C' Boys. Oh well. Then we
started to play, all according to our plan. Gees,
keep chasing the ball as it flew here and there.
Ha. Played a game called errr.. idk. (: it was
sort of horrible? Cause i couldn't find where i am.
Keep shouting and searching for people. blah.
Finally game of volleyball, good thing i brought
my ball together with Agnes. Ha, played.
They dirtied it, laughs. The boys were hiong/ mad.
Played, played, played. Then played Tug of War.
JunSheng VS Jeshrei. Ha, the ropes were pain.
I cannot deny that, it really does hurt until the
skin is like errr.. leaving a mark there? Hoho.

Drizzled, went to find a place for shelter and food.
Walked, walked, walked finally found Delifrance.
Was settling our lunch there i think (?)
Brought Snapple, nice. LOL. Then we discussed
about the ROD Party thingys. Was quite a long
talk as need to finalise detail, keep listening
to the music that they were playing. Nice.
Discussed, discussed and discussed. & we're done!
Went Emerald Pavillion to play volleyball.
Played, guys did one hand push-ups and such.
Went Vivo City and wanted to watch The House

Bunny together. In the end left Eunice, Kelly and
Agnes. They wanted to go home lol. Checked
the time in Kelly's handphone. Sat MRT train to
BoonLay, went Jurong Point to watch the movie.
Keehee.

Went in saw Pamela ha. The show start, laugh,
laugh, solemn, solemn, laugh and laugh...
Hoho! It's nice i'll rate it 7/10 :D After that
went Lot one to buy things. Blah, accompany

Eunice then walked home with Agnes.
Photos will be updated !



It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want.
掘强说不痛, 假装什么伤都没.

Happy Happy :D
11 October 2008, 9:00 PM


Blinded by the lights :/

Today is a FUN day!
Woke up in the morning.
Keep looking at my phone, idk why.
Just always have a feeling that my alarm
will ring sometime. Wahaha. Okay, woke up
by my smallest sister's handphone alarm.
Bloody idiot, everytime I'm the one
stopping it for her X( I need to kick
her, hit her and climb over her to switch it off.
Phew. Still dare to sleep. She then went
out with my parents, leaving FangYu and me.

Went to bath and change etc.
Ma brought food home for me to eat,
eat half only. Went Northvale Condominium
and meet up with Jocelyn, JiaWei and HongWei.
Signed in and called little mama to come and
fetch me as i didn't know where to go. He came
& soon WeiLun came too. Went to the Function Room
and waited for people to come. Laughs.
Eat and eat. Then went Swimming Pool with
Jocelyn and played with water. Laughs, kinda funny.

Went back and watch Scary Movie. Wtf,
it's like {p} man not {g} shows. Laughs, so funny.
When people die, it's like so disgusting and ewww.
Little mama is sick as i can say :D Rained.
Then started to make water bombs. Hoho, they
make it from balloons. WeiLun made 3 cute ones
for me. Laugh! Then they wanted more, so,
Jocelyn, Hong Wei and me went Lot One to
buy the plastic thingy. Went out and was like
so funny when we walk. Ha, went NTUC,
didn't find any plastic thingy. Then went Block
302 kopitiam. Ha, keep asking the aunty then
she keep telling us not this queue that queue.
Was like -.-' Okay, plastic thingy also need to queue.
Oh well :C Asked, she didn't sell then she tell us
go next door mama shop have. Said thank you &
etc. went off to mama shop. Was like funny,
JiaWei wanted us to buy lighter for him.
So very very bad. Brought sexy babes' printing
on it and one purple coloured one. Was so cold.
Went back to Northvale Condominium. Hong Wei
very HERO, don't need umbrella. Ha!

Gave them those plastic thingys & they make again.
Was eating with Jocelyn, ha. Then Louis' friends
came woo~ Marcus came too! WOO~ ha. -.-'
Okee. Every water bombs are made, yeahh.
Then brought it outside, then all of a sudden
one of the bombs dropped. Hoho, the cleaner
complained to the security guard then supervisor.
Hoho, kana scolded. Was telling them to run.
Then blahblah. All sudden, i couldn't find anyone.
Laughs, I'm a dork. Sit down and called Esther
and Kelly. Then looked around finally found them.
Hoho, they're all speaking to the supervisor.


Then all left, walked off. Walk, walk and little mama
accompanied me. Thanks deary. Waited for them.
Finally they came, talked outside for awhile.
Then bid goodbye. Sorry sisters, you know!
Ran and then took our bags that is inside the
Function Room. Went Louis house and put our bags.
Was playing with his sister's cooking house. Laughs,
cooked for ZhiKai and Gordon. LOL :D
Then went Choa Chu Kang Park. Played water bombs.
Ha, fun. Dumby dumby make me wet wet!
Aduey, heng i changed clothes already. Keehee.
Walked with Louis, YapJin and those people (L's bros).
Ha, i like or biang aunty. Louis asked me a weird
questions. ha, are you couple with WeikKang? I was
like -.-' i thought this is quite obvious. laughs. Then
he say oh, i now then know. I was like 0.o hoho!
Walked and played with abit of sand. Went back,
so funny and kinda' weird. Laughs. Marcus and
I was like -.-' ha, come in also so long. Finally,
all of them came. Went swimming pool area, washed
legs at the stand. It was my turn, Terry pushed and
i was wet! -.-' Hoho. Good job dude. Rested and
went up again. Changed and drink water..
Played games and yeah, games :D Play until sian.
blahblah. Soon went home with WeiLun and
little mama :D Nice. Photos will be updated laughs.

Oh yeah, there's ZhiKai, Gordon, LinYang, JiaWei,
HongWei, WeiKang, WeiLun, Terry, Louis, YapJin
and some of Louis's friends.

Love is painful,
when they're not with you.
Love is precious,
when they mean everything to you.

Happy happy :D
8:33 PM


Random.

If a girl cries in front of
you, it means that she couldn't take it
anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...

A girl won't cry easily, except infront
of the person who she loves the
most, she becomes weak...

A girl won't cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she puts down her
ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcause of you, please
hold her hands firmly, she's the one who
would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcause of you,
please don't give her up, maybe because
of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you,when
she cries because of you, look into her eyes.
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think, which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,
infront of you, and because of you? She cries not
because she is weak; she cries not because
she wants sympathy or pity -- she cries, because
crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt and
agony have become a burden too big to be kept inside...

Guys, think about it. If a girl cries her heart out to you, and
all because of you, it's time to look back on what you
have done, only you will know the answer to it. You
might have indirectly cause her changing in person!

Do consider it. Cause one day...
It may be too late for regrets;
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends:
Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do this to a girl, you may regret for the rest of your
life. Maybe in your life, she's the
only one that loves YOU the most. And
you end up HURTING her the most!

Oh so bad day.
10 October 2008, 3:43 PM


Sarang hae and i love you.
Everyday i will love you.
Loss of days without you,
will make me regret.
Accompanying you, in sunshine
or in rain i can't think of any
your imperfections.
My love for you is..
Indescribable.
Love is something we depend on.


Happy Birthday WeiLun.

Happy Birthday Debbie.
Happy Birthday Norafizah.


Haha. Last paper already..
It's Home Economics & Maco
didn't come -.-' Oh well..
The examinations was only 50minutes.

Phew, damn tired. Early in the morning
woke up by calls and messages.
Ha, then forgot to message WeiLun
an old "ah pek" birthday message.
Back to school, did paper and sleep 5 minutes.
Keehee. I did check until i lazy to see
already cause i check for like umpteen
times.. Sleep, keep giggling with Lynn.
R.O.L keehee. Then finally examinations
are over & more serious things are
going to come, like "What if i retain?!"
"What if i didn't score well?!"
"What if i demote?!"
"What if..?!"
"What if..?!"

Oh well, there'll be alot of "What if"S here.
as i was saying hmmm..
*thinking..
Okay, as i was saying..
Examinations is finally over! Woohoo~
I'll probably have freedom and i have
many outings to go these 4 days.
There's no school on Monday & Tuesday.
Yeah holidays! & yeah me!
After school went home. Slack downstairs
at KaiLin and Marcus house.
Kinda' fun & moody. Thanks for the
entertainment guys, i appreciate alot.
Ha, went home and bath. Online &
went shopping with Mummy. Saw
many friends there and washed photos.
Burned CD and wanted to make album.
R.O.L sometime when i ZILIAN enough.
Laughs.. Need to ZILIAN 20times a day
-.-' Hohoh. Went FoodCourt and eat.
Nicenice, i will not regret whatever i eat.
R.O.L after that went Popular get my
things and soon wen home. Hoho.
Had a splendid way back, was laughing
like fuglying mad. Oh well. I'm tired.

I have a prosaic mind!
There's so much complicated stuffs which
i wish to know the truth.

Yeah, second last!
09 October 2008, 12:59 PM



The only real mistake is the one
from which i learn nothing.
I am changing so have you.

Had History paper today. It's kind of okay.
The teacher whom came in is very super duper
funny. WanJun say : " She very attitude,
cause she anyhow throw the papers on the table. "
I say : " Foolsape paper also very secretive!
Need to give one by one cannot pass. " to Lynn.

Haha. Keehee. Anyway..
-----
Cheebong! meme damn f. always talk
hokkien like i don't understand like that.
Knn, say i "hiao" cheebong! People voice
like that cannot ah? Knn, stupid pig!
Cheebong, I hate people saying i ah lian & "hiao"
horh?! Cheebong! "hiao" "hiao" lo. Like i
care. Cheebongs!
-----

Anyway, continue. Did all the questions, keep
checking my MCQs. Check and i didn't know the
answer somehow. Hoho, i hope that i will at least
pass and fail not really badly can already...
I'm gonna not aim high for this, in case people
say i BHB! After examinations waited for Maco
outside the toliet to get back my phone. Went down,
saw dear and ask if he's waiting for me. He is -.-'
Need to put back the plates so he went ahead.
Then went home with Terry & Marcus.

Finally, it's last paper tomorrow! God, you're gonna give me a
good finale, amen? :) I know You will. Entrusting everything
onto Your hands, I know You'll give me the best.

I think i've fallen too deep into your tracks.

You mean more than anything, i just want to
declare out loud. Really out loud.

friends
08 October 2008, 8:09 PM


Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand.
Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on,
the sand trickles through your fingers.
You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled.
A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and
freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact.
But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips
away and is lost.







...

Hello. I'm gonna study my History now, cause it means
alot :D Hoho. It'll be a short post..
SHORT!
okee, anyway thanks Terry & WeiLun
"i love you" guys alot.
Ha, including NIAONIAO & my girlfriends.
I'm crazy over Ninomiya Kazunari & Ikuta Toma.



Nothing hurts the most than realizing he meant
everything to you and you meant nothing to him.

Oh my f.
07 October 2008, 8:44 PM


''Every moment spent with you is
like a beautiful dream come true''

My hands can't help but touch you.
My eyes can't help but to look for you.
The smile on my face can't help but appear
whenever it is your voice that's ringing in my ear.
You.The person that is always on my mind,
The person I just need to give another try.
The person that takes my mind off of it all,
The person who i believe would catch me if i fall.

i love you with everything I am,
and more than anyone
ever thought possible...

thank you
Being with you is like
having every single one of
my wish come true.
I Love You !





...
Hello people. Blogging for the sake of
" i want to ". I know i should be studying
but i think, study enough already.
Cause my Chemistry & Physics buang case.
Okee, recently was a fine and glorious morning.
Hohoh, ohohoh woke up today.
Feeling the way i always do.
Ohohoh hungry for something that i can't eat.
Then i hear the beat, the rhythm of town..
Okay, I'll stop my crap. Gees. Today was
Mathematics, hmmm I'll pray to God that
i can pass. I bet with someone, oh. Keehee.

Went to school, assemble and put bag outside.
Start examination. Blahblah, poor WeiLun.
Don't worry, you're always be my best friend.
Keep laughing. Ha, WeiLun don't make me smile.
Then i heard something wrongly,
" Please staple your [bra] paper to your.. "
Supposingly to be graph :D Keehee, laughed with
Lynn like kind of mad, ha! Went home, Daddy
came and fetch me. Mummy very disiao. Oh well :D






...

To my Dearest NIAONIAO,
I may be annoy with you at times,
I may be angry with you for some moments,
I may be throwing my temper/ attitude at you
I may be scolding you/ teasing you at times of your mistake
but you should know, I'll always love you.

from strangers, we become friends.
from friends, we've eventually become best of friends.
looking back, we've been through countless

thick& thin, ups& downs
we've overcome so many obstacles without drifting even one bit.
that shows how much we need each other,
so lets start cherishing our every little seconds together
cause we only have some bloody years left.

every little moment with you were great,
cause i can be who i am, myself
cause i can be the very natural me.
And we'll gossip& joke around almost every
moment when we're together, without fail.
i know this' evil, oops :x
not forgetting those little surprises you'll give me out of no where
those moments will be vividly remember.

whenever I'm down, you'll always be the one comforting me,
lending me a shoulder to cry on,cry with me,hug
& pat me not to cry, without fail.
you're really someone that i could rely on
and someone that suits the label 'Best friend' :)

Thought i may not be a good friend,
but I'm definitely someone that you can count on too.
i promise I'll be there in times when you need me,
just like how you were there for me when i needed you.
i will change myself to be a better friend that you
desire /you're praying/ hoping me to be.
HAHAHAAA, so smile for this
my "breast" friend, NIAONIAO
PIG LOVE NIAONIAO YEAH! :)


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Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

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Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

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